so dex asked me “atika, why are you still single and mingling?”
yeah? why do i have a billion flings and not even one serious one? its weird. i dont understand myself.
i ignored/”ran away” from feroz as soon as i know its just about to get serious.
im afraid of commitments. yes bite me.
trust me, its not about me being insecure that im ugly or whatever crap. ive accepted me for myself, and im loving just the way i am.
a part of me might wanna blame my parents for this, i tend to overthink things a lot. i find myself asking a lot “what if?” & i know its bad. i dont wanna end up like them, thats the last thing i want for myself. but i guess, i cant torture myself like this just cos my parents didnt have a happy ending yeah?
& i guess, the most impt for me, is that i have to find that someone that i can be ultra comfortable with. & nope, i havent found him yet. haha!
anyway! so yes, my bitches know i wanna have a greek wedding. LOL. YES I’D DO JUST THAT IF MONEY START TO GROW ON THE PLANTS MY MOM PLANTED JUST OUTSIDE MY HOUSE.
BUT BUT BUT. I TOTALLY WANNA HAVE A SLIDE SHOW OF PICTURES PLAYED ALONG WITH BETTER TODAY BY COFFEY ANDERSON! OMG LOVE!
or my future husband can sing this song on our wedding day!
WHICHEVER FLOATS I SWEAR! HAHAHA.
it would be a total bummer if i dont find that someone before i die. HAHAHAHAHA. YES REALITY CHECK.
i know right! when ppl ask “why are you single” it probably translates to “what’s wrong with you”. but nah, we’re too cool to settle for some crappy guy. haha!
& yay you’re back blogging!
you can grow money plant.