sorrow is so peculiar

okay i think this is retarded.

i feel like ive been disintergrating from booza alot :S will make it up to u guys soon okays! (: love you ppl many many.

cant wait for sch to start then we’ll have more lunchs and dinners tgther (:

anyway, firah turned 22 yestd (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!

im still on a dilemma if i should go for fifi’s.

its too complicated and i dont know, it gets even worse when paranoia hits me :S

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lets pretend we’re Superman (:

i think im screwed, its alr 11.30 pm and i have yet to pack. im kinda hesitating to go bintan actually :S but wth, there is no such thing as backing out. how? how am i going to survive hiking bintan mountain which is 340m high, ARE U NUTS!? hahah

fri/sat/sun will be hectic for me. and im not kidding. LUCKY MONDAY NO SCH once i arrive back in SG on sat at prolly ard 3, i have to rush home, change, GO TO WENQI’S 21st at SERANGOON! then then, FLY to F1 PIT for nussu’s bash! my goodness, as if thats not bad enough. sunday i have tuition at 3! then tuition with akmal and aiman. OKAY SERIOUSLY.

anyhow, laser quest was awesome. totally felt like robin and barney playing laser tag. HAHA awesomeness. i ranked first of course, i rock. okay then again, i practically spent my childhood playing laser quest, however for the rest, they were still a laser quest virgin (: BUT, my thingy spoilt in the middle of the game, therefore i think, it kinda reset-ed everything else. haha. sorry lebs, you totally hit me A BILLION TIMES! . HAHA

asrida’s 21st was awesome, meeting up with AKE (: psychoed them not to go home just yet after the party since its wayyy tooo earlyy. so we kinda hanged at wcp, then send fir home, then to henderson waves. the breeze was super awesome. i prefer henderson waves than barrage. its way cooler, a lot nearer, and cooler ambience ((:

okay you know what, its bugging me, a lot. you cannot totally do this to me. fine, its my fault, but really? just like this? thats just a low blow.

anyhow, i think should better start packing :S

where tofu fights and camels are yellow

THURSDAY WAS AWESOME!

well so it started with this random  dinner meet up. you know one of the most beautiful things in life are random stuff. doing anything random, saying anything random, you can never go wrong. thats how you make life so unpredictable and fun and interesting. ditch the boring old fashioned way, be fickle, be spontaneous, be RANDOM!

so yes the dinner, chewy brought a polaroid camera, awesome sick stuff i tell you. chewy was sweet enough to let me keep one, YIPEE!  we ate for half an hour, did practically nothing for an hour, accompanied jieying and lai meng eat while doing nothing for half an hour…then camwhored. you see.

i love doing nothing. no wait who doesnt, id rather seat in school do nothing than mug. i wish we had our very own maclarens bar, where we randomly meet every night, at different timings. tell silly jokes. watch the guys make a fool of themselves with their silly pick up lines. hang out till very late. stay in the same apartment. ahh, i wish.

anyhow, oh yes, the picture turned out awesome. i think all polaroid pics do.

polaroid lovin (:

so anyhoo, so whats the deal with pronounciation anyway? like esteem is it like “ASS-TEEM” OR “IS-TEEM”?  i mean, no really, eventhough as a singaporean, i have loads of words in my brain being pronouced wrongly like for example “12″, we pronounce it as “che-well-ve” instead of “t-well-ve” or like “sword” we totally pronounce it as “sword” with the “w” when its suppose to be “sord” . but come on, this, EVERYONE KNOWS ITS “ASS-TEEM” NOT “IS-TEEM”.  so anyhow, our humble fellow here, austen made a bet with everyone, and having everyone against himself, STARBUCKS IT IS (: HAHA

anyhow, after dinner, me, lebbs, aussie*javachip* and lai *ashley* meng, decided to starbucks and we ended up HTHT-ING.  so the cats out of the bag about ____. and other family stuff. hahahaha. yeap, but its nice like this. its easier to tell them stuff ((:

CAMEL!

teacher wannabe?

lebbs

aussie

laimeng is retarded please. shes like ” OMG HOW COME CALEB REFLECT LIGHT AND AUSTEN DOES NOT???” and she kept on blinding lebbs with the flash. hahahaha. retarded moment #1. HAHA.

anyhow, i think i suck. im like the robin in HIMYM. theres no we, there can never be a we. i prefer it to be an I thing :S

anyhow, im gona tutor the cousins tmr (: havent met them for like erm weeks? hahaha.

cousins

the cousins coming over tmr for brunch (:  pancakes tomorrow?

pancakes makes everyone SMILE!

the goodness of pancakes will make them study better yes? HAHA!

have a great weekends people! (:

jam and strawberries

2nd week of school has been bleargh. with the sore throat ive been having, the constant cough, the 5-mins-lunch before lectures, NOT MY EPITOME OF FUN! then again, i should better get use to all of this. IM NOT READY TO START MUGGING ):

anyhow, booza sent hasan off to connecticut on sunday night/monday morn. so the sunday afternoon, we had lunch with hasan and and they all made me play l4d2! zomg, i dont see the goodness in playing it, i swear. okay maybe cos im not a born-gamer. but really, the game made me super dizzy! and plus, it sucks cos u’re constantly being killed (if ure the zombie), not so bad if ure the survivor. haha! but i guess, it was a good experience, no really, no kidding.

u'll be missed hasan!

i actually really like this pic (: credits to LAIMENG! and no, i like it not cos its with hasan or whatever, its just nice. HAHA! check out the cheekiness while im texting. LOL. texting this few days, kinda became a hassle. like, come on, just call me, i’d be happy to entertain u. im such a call person rather than texting. funny, i always say this, but at the end of the day, it usually shows “1500 sms’ or more, on the bill. oh well. oh and to you, you totally make me smile when u text me. dont stop doing whatever ure doing ((: and yes, i dont mind u calling, cos u sound oh-so-good on the phone. haha, gatal mode, yes.

anyhoo, dad’s been pestering me to go find a religious course, since i just graduated from madrasah. and all those courses, are usually far or like wrong timing. like saturdays 2-5 or sundays 2-5. NOOOOO. i want those days to rest! then again, i need knowledge, oh well, maybe soon (:

went to the library to study this afternoon with fazzie (: not fruitful i say, could have done better. SOOOOO after library, i kinda dragged fazzie to cold storage the fresh food people to get some strawberries. was kinda craving for pancakes and stuff, and i told her my plan to bake scones. and she just shouted at me saying ” SINCE WHEN URE SO DOMESTIC!”

WHAT! NO REALLY! WHAT!

i mean what is so wrong about me baking? i mean, ive done a billion cookies, durian puffs, fried mars bars (awesome btw), the billion of times making pancakes. ANDD SCONES IS JUST LIKE CALLING OUT TO ME!

scones

no i mean, imagine this. after all the frantic search, to find the probably best recipe. then u’ll make  ure way to the supermarket for the ingredients. at that point of time, walking through those aisles, u’d have this image in ure mind alr, motivating you to keep on finding the next ingredient, yes? YES! then once at home, u follow the instructions one by one, making sure, everything is precise, just so u wont be dissapointed at the end of the day. and once ure done, TADDAAA, ure very own version of whatever your making. i mean, come on, one success, can motivate you to make many more no?  okay im weird that way. yes, but ive been reaalllyy bussyyy, that ive got no time to bake ): boo!  I’LL FIND TIME! HAHA!

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heyho, my new fling ♥

well im guessing, its just another sudden need or rather want to write (:

there are too many amazing and dissapointing stories to tell, and ive neglected blogger so much, id rather ditch it.

i admit it, i neglected blogger for just one reason, and its cos, i see the bitches prolly more often than i see my grams or even my siblings in a week. and they know every single thing that hapenned in my life. so really, honestly, whats there to blog? i mean why would anyone want to read the same old thing that ive bitched about in between classes, under  the voices of the teachers in the background trying so hard to teach and even in the notes i pass around? ridiculous.

but now, everything seems different. yes, we meet up hell a lot of time, and im grateful for that. but its just not the same as compared to the good ol’ days. we could still talk on the phone till morn despite just getting off the bus from the usual favourite hang out,  as though we wont meet in school the next day. weird but i loved it, every second of it. and truth be told, im missing every bit of it.

everyones leading their own life now, with different aspirations and having a completely different picture of the future. well it used to be “im gonna get my ass in NTU’s BIZ”. everyone seemed to have the same goal in mind, not just the 8 of us. everyone seemed to lOVE accounts, and it used to be ” thats what im gon do in 5 year’s time” . and i can confidently look back and laugh my ass off.  im nowhere near having an accounting profession, ili’s having fun doing all the new media and communication stuff (in which i swear im clueless about), fir and ali prolly met their new love – wanting to help doctors save lives aka nursing, and fazzie and cheryl, well i guess, they are the only 2 who are still doing what they are doing best (:

so im guessing, here it is, a humble blog to rant on, daily (i hope). bitches, treat this as my daily bitching/ “omg-you-know-what” session or if you want is to be the boring old fashioned way, then it’ll be ” okay so today my day went….” (: meeting you guys once a week for only a maximum of 12 hours (i dont even think its 12 hrs), aint enough (:

♥

okay, before this post becomes some emo post, okay i admit, im a freaking IT noob, i am. so dont laugh at my unedited totally unpersonalised skin or theme or whatever you call it. i’ll get someone to fix that for me,  (read: FAZZIE) ♥

anyhow, CHANGES! MY GOD, cant help but love it at times or hate it.

1. totally blogging (or is it wordpress-ing since, blogging was used to be for blogger) this entry on my new MAC ♥ CHIO OR WHAT!  acer, it was fun while it lasted (:
2. ditched the boring long wavy/straight hair, for an awesome short hair! and im LOVING it (:
3. was from 8 to 7, im guessing, its better that way.
4. muslim society-ing this year. HUGE CHANGE I TELL YOU. i mean, ive never been the kind, i used to diss MCS, a lot. committee-ing in a volunteer project led by matin. im excited to see how it’ll turn out (:
5. i think im less pessimistic lately, but no doubt still paranoid as ever.

09′ was fun, new AWESOME friends made, some not so awesome left, wickedly awesome stayed (:

BOOZA is LOVE, and im not exaggerating. without them, NUS is just a shit hole, okay that im exaggerating. But they’ve been an awesome bunch (: bitchings/muggings/outings we even have sports day(s) thanks to dave. theres nth we dont do together (: LOVE!

booza lovin'

erl, joreen, wen qi are the most awesome! lectures can never be boring with them. okay LIE #1. with GBH, it still is. and ppl, seriously, what ever happenned to minds cafe!

♥

ANYHOW!

oh hasan’s leaving tmr! OKAY mon morn, but still. HE FINALLY GOT HIS VISA!! *DOES THE VISA DANCE!!*  hasan, if ure reading this, ZOMG, remember all those things we talked about!!! hahaha!! (: say hi to that black dude/roomie and hi to any hot angmohs for me!  SKYPE SOOOOOOOON!

so this has been a long post (: lets hope i dont lose the momentum!

xoxo!